"I've been blinded by an invisible light.."
Yeah that's what I am feeling right now.
I am stupid! Why did I realize everything just now?All the waiting, all the kindness... what is it for?? I don't need your understanding anymore.I am fine without your careness,without your sweet words. Cause I hate the fact that I've drowned to your world-to an unrealistic world. You've made me blind with your invisible light!
But I am thankful as no one notices my blindness... I am thankful that you don't even notice my blindness.
I am even happier that it is not too late to erase you.Cause I am not yet lost in the dessert.
Well, pardon me that I didn't see your true self all this time. Cause... I am blind. I can't see your true existence in this world...
Now, I feel that you are so unrealistic.
You are just a light that can be turned on or turned off.
You are like a wind that may come and may go.
So, you are not my everything. You are not fully exist in my fragile heart.
But....
Why did you hide your true self in front of me?Or.. is it because you knew that I am blind?
Light, please.. I don't want to keep you.I don't even want to reminisce about you.
I promise I will let you "off". Cause I am not yet lost.
I will find my new light someday.
The light which is brighter than your light. The light that makes me see the wise world.
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