Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Heard daddy's foot step and flowers to Mom

I wanna tell a story of what happened just now. I was reading manga on my laptop awhile ago before I heard dad's foot steps. I heard it so loud then I told Poppy that dad was about to come out of his room. So me and Poppy rushed up to our bed and put the position. We acted like we were really sleeping. After I heard an opened-door sound I was sure that dad would definitely come to our room to check. Mins after, my prediction was right. He did open our room's door for less than a minute time. This was to see us. It was his second time checking.
After he was gone, I told Poppy that our acting was a big success! OMG I couldnt believe that we did that to daddy :( Maybe it was because that he was pissed on his first checking. I was reading manga and dad was angry that I didnt sleep and not studying :( :(
Ya Allah, what has gone wrong with me??? Why cant I do a good thing? Please help me Ya Allah

Oh btw, me, pop, boy and mom went to Landmark today. I bought mom 2 flowers hehehehe I gave it to her in front of the fish market in Carrefour (it didnt suit the scene). It was kind of embarrassing cause it was in front of people, you know. I got teary-eyes a bit but I didnt wanna show her :P I actually had been wanting to give her flowers since 2 days ago. So today when I had my wallet with me I went to the flower shop with no second thought and gave it to mom ;) hehehe

Monday, March 22, 2010

Awwww Daddy... Daddy Bear

During my breakfast with dad I asked him, "Dad, are you sleepy?". He answered with his sleepy face, "yes!im very very sleepy.fiuh" Me replied, "then why are you eating?" He promptly said, "not your problem (bukan urusanmu)!" *with his chubby cheeks* I was like "*SWT*" =.=
I've always loved my dad when he's cute hehehe
Once I named him "Daddy Bear" on my mobile phone. He caught me and was pissed. He told my mom like, "LOOK LOOK!LOOK WHAT YOUR DAUGHTER NAMED ME ON HER MOBILE!HOW COULD SHE NAME HER OWN DAD A BEAR??!" OMG I thought it would be cute, I didnt know he would be so pissed. My intention was positive but he didnt think that way -.-

Videos

I have been watching Wong Fu Production's videos on youtube these days. Their vids really made my days! They are three Chinese who live in America. I like their vids because they are funny ^^

Check this one out. It's their latest vid :P :P (I am jobless, I know)

I like the part when Wesly said "I like it when they dont wear anything". Phil and Ted were like ".... (dot dot dot)".

Oh yeah, I also like KevJumba. I think he is Chinese-American. His vlog is famous you know hehe


AND AND AND IM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG which is made by Rudolph :

Decisions

My mom's and my bbf's bday is coming! I dont know with whom I should spend my time for. Uhm.. I think I should spend with mom this year, cause these late years I have spent for Ccha. So now is time for me to celebrate my mom's. I am planning to give a surprise small party but I need "investment" from daddy hehehehe but I havent told him yet. Well, my sis and bro have agreed with my plan but they need "capital" too.
Oh wait, I totally forgot about my exam! I have IP exam on that day :S :S :S
I hope I can do my exams very well and that can make my mom happy. She might think that's the best gift ever hehehe.

Anyway, I've been helping mom in her "office". We argued when I complained alot. hehehe. My fault! Now I am trying my best not to be cruel anymore. I want to be a good daughter <3
About dad, I have no idea what has gone wrong with him. He seems to change a little. Everyone seems to avoid the matters by doing something else. I dont know. I feel strange somehow. I feel depressed easily.

I hate it when it comes to economic matter. Thinking about it, I feel like I should get a part time job for one year then go to university. I am fine with it you know. I like helping out and make this family happy. I am healed with just that!

A high school "life". I mean, "love".

I have read some Japanese mangas about high school life. It seems that everyone is always looking forward to be in high school. They said high school life is always FUN! Well, when I compared it with MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE... HA-HA-HA-HA I have no fun at all. Maybe I did have fun but not THAT FUN like how these mangas described -.- Nevermind! I just can't wait till this school to get over and get my own life.. wooohooo hahahaha. I've always dreamed about after my university "life" and get a high-salary-job then live in my own apartment with my favorite decoration, shopping with my own money. OH YEAH! Anyways, this is just a dream. Concerning about a dream, this won't come true if I don't work hard to achieve it.

Let me talk about my relationship life. As I had gone through different relationships,my friend, Esi, had observed and once had asked me that why I can't stay in a long period with my ex-es. Honestly, it was not because I "can't" but "I didnt want to". Though with my all ex-es, I suppose that we broke up in a good term (and so ended up to be friends except that one person), this had raised a question as why I didnt want to stay longer. It is actually because I had always felt like I had to fake myself - not to be myself. It made me feel uncomfortable enough. You know, a relationship isnt about just having fun and for the sake of status. But it's about how we can share everything and express ourselves to our partner. So if I couldnt be who I am why to keep the relationship longer? It will only hurt me later on, right?

I've realized that I am quite a grown up now. I talk a lot about guys with my parents. They dont mind of me having a bf as long as we dont stand out of the line, out of my parents' rules. But as I grow up, I dont seem to be interested of having a bf. Perhaps, it's because a nice guy is of rarity now-a-days. I have seen different kind of guys here and cyber world but none of them seems to be my type hahaha. Maybe now I tend to seek for a really good guy who can understand and accept me for who I am not only sees my good side, you know. Till today, I have known a guy who knows everything about me and I can be who I am in front of him (he's not from "army gang") and I've thought that maybe he should be the one but then I changed my mind as he always makes me pissed and worried. He can never make me happy but make me suffer. So, strike that!

Uhm this whole thing reminds me of Badut. I dont know why I chose him to be my "crush" till today hehe. As my parents know him and his family I even talked about it with them. I was in cloud seven every time his mom treated me like her own daughter and even called me as her daughter-in-law in front of my mom and my aunt. -.- Last week when I took a nap, she called my mom and told her to watch MBC4. She said she was watching with her husband and suddenly she remembered me so that's why she called. hahahaha. However, I always think about him but sometimes my heart doesnt even sure if he is my destiny. HAHAHAHA

WHAT AM I THINKING?? I am still young! Why do I talk about destiny??? HAHAHHAAHAHA what a day-dreamer!!

Memorable 2009




My most memorable night in 2009 - my birthday @ Sealine

Monday, March 15, 2010

Aku salut ma cowo yg bisa nerima kekuranganku bukan hanya bisa nerima kelebihanku. Tapi sayang sekali, sampe saat ini belum ada cowo yg begitu.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Bedot

I got a shirt from Gabot! baju adidas/nike yg dulu dia kasih ke Poppy hilang ga tau kemana gitu.
Oh iya, kalo di pikir2 ayah suka bgt bikin nama2 aneh buat Gabot.
Kan aku pake baju pemberian dia nih, terus kata ayah gini,"bajunya kok perasaan ga ganti2.pemberian siapa sih?pasti si bedot". Yang jadi pertanyaan nya disini tuh, KOK NAMANYA SKRG JADI BEDOT SIH? Dulu suka manggil Gabot, JOHN! Sampe Gabot bangga banget ma tuh nama. Nah skrg Bedot!! ape deh.
Oke deh begini saja ceritanya. Males ngelanjutinnya hehe