Tears

I hate to cry, I hate to cry!
Cries let out my tears
Tears show my weaknesses

Why am I so emotional?
I should not be angry but smile
I have a deep hard feeling that me-myself don't understand it
Like a lost girl in a dark forest who doesn't know where to go
But cry all night long.

Why am I so heartless?
I should not be mean but patience
I have a strong feeling that I can't easily forgive
Like a volcano blows its lava
Becomes as hard as rock.

Why am I so dumb?
I should not say harshly but calmly
I can not apology
And say "I am sorry" easily.