In the rains

Okay, let's continue my love story hehe.

In the early morning of today, after my Fajr prayer, I had a thought of visiting him to his place before he leaves to airport. All I wanted to say is "I am really sorry for what I've said last night". It took me quite long time to think whether I should go or not. Uhm... After a while I had found the answer; Yes I should go and say sorry from my big heart. I don't care if he doesn't accept my apology.
I hurried up, took my cardigan and hijab. On my way to the front gate, I kept on thinking whether this is a good decision or not. "No no no, maybe I should go back to my room!". I stopped and turned back. And again, I stopped. I returned to the gate with the fast walking movement. I saw a Bluebird taxi in front of the gate. I walked towards that blue car taxi. I opened the door and asked the driver, "Excuse me, are you waiting for someone?". He replied, "Yes ma'am, I am waiting for a girl named Ophie". "I see, thanks".
Uhm... I walked away and stood near the gate. Maybe I should take an 'ojek'. Oh well, but I see none of it. "Alright, I don't mind taking bajaj or any taxis", I said silently. I saw a sign of taxi with the light on which means no passenger. I raised my hand half. But that taxi didn't stop. Aaaaargh... Alright, maybe I should go to ATM and take some money just in case.
By the time I reached the ATM, something came in my mind "Oh, why can't I ask the security to drop me there? Maybe he wants the offer".
Right after I took my money, I called the security and asked him if he can drop me to a place. He said he'll call his friend. So then I waited for his friend to come. I sat near the security post. My mind kept on asking myself "Is it really a good decision? Maybe I should just forget this and go back to my sleep". While I was waiting, I also kept an eye to the street if his car pass by so that I won't go there. I almost cried when another security (who I familiar with) asked me where I wanna go.
It was raining that time. That security asked me, "Is it really okay to go in the rains? Do you want to wear a raincoat?". I replied with soft voice, "It's okay sir, I am fine with the rains". Then he took his motorcycle. Yep, we went by motorcycle.

We finally reached his place. I quickly ran to his gate and trying to open the lock. It was actually locked. AAAAARRGH! Perhaps, I am not destined to meet him. I went back to the security and told him to leave but he suggested not to leave. He said, "You should wait. He'll come out soon. Look, his driver is here. He will come out soon!". "No sir, I better leave! I don't want to meet him. I know, I did a mistake last night". "Then, you should say sorry before he leaves."
(Oh my God! This is like a drama right?)
Anyways, I sat on the motorcycle jock. I waited. And again, I told him to take us back to BSquare. He said,"Are you sure? He's gonna leave for days and you won't be able to see him in DAYS". Sigh! Yes, maybe he's right. Not MAYBE. HE IS RIGHT!

In the middle of our conversation, he suddenly said, "Look he's there! He has came out. Just wait here, and talk to him properly later". Aaaww he was such a good man. Thank you so much for encouraging me, Sir.

R came out. He was really surprised to see me outside his place. He came to me and smiled. He said, "I am surprised to see you here". I said, "WHAT?? AAARGH GO AWAY!". I actually was embarrassed. I blushed. I'd never done that in my life; come to a guy in the early morning to say SORRY.
He told me to be in the car with him. Then the security man said, "You both better a have good talk".

I went inside his car. The driver asked where we want to go. He told him to drop me first to my apartment. In the car, it was awkward. We were like, ".......". Minutes later, he stared at me, held my hand and smiled. A few later, I said sorry in a lower voice. He replied with a big smile, "It's fine". It was when we were on the way back to BSquare.
When we reached, he walked me to the door and we hugged. I said, "Take care. I love you".
I went inside, the security woman whose name is Aysha saying to me, "Huh? What happened? Got caught of cheating?" HAHAHAHAHA NO! "No ma'am, nothing like that".

I returned to my bed safely hehehe. He texted me and saying, "Sayang, bobo lagi yah. Love you. Jgn nekat lagi yah kyk gitu *hug*".
Thanks honey, I love you :)

I know, the story sounds like a drama in a romance movie. Sigh. I promised won't do this thing again. Weird

We just had a big fight. I don't know, it's our "how many times" fight. Aaaaargh, I always be the one who started as I am too selfish. I can't resist of my anger. He hung up the phone right after he grumbled "AAAAARRRGHHHH!". OMG!! I was over, too over maybe. I wasn't only angry but yelled at him. I shouldn't have done that, right?
He said he needed time to be alone. But I think all I wanted was that "why can't he tell me anything that's disturbing his mind?" I may be nothing but at least I want to try to comfort him. He's my boyfriend, and I am his girlfriend right? Is it wrong to share??

This evening after my class, I was planning to stop by to his place and give him a "bento" to eat as his lunch cause he hadn't taken any lunch, and also I wanted to comfort him or just give him a little hug. But guess what? He didn't even let me do that. I don't know why! Alright, maybe he needed time to be alone, just all by him self. Like he used to be when he was single?! I don't care if he yelled infront of me, let his anger out. I just wanted to be there by his side when he is in a bad condition. Why can't he let me? Is it so hard for him to show his anger to me? So that I know what's disturbing his mind?
I never understand what he is thinking. We never have the same way of thinking. Is it a good or a bad sign? We had have alot of misunderstanding because of this. Now tell me, how should we solve this?

Celebrating New Year

My lovely R and me

Adek Arik

The Family

Central Park Night

December 24, 2010

I was real bored. I couldn't stand of staying in the room the whole day and doing nothing. So I pulled my little sister, Poppy, to go out. It was right 7 o'clock when we left BSquare. It took only few minutes to reach Central Park cause we live in the same zone.
It was my first time hanging in Jakarta with heels hahaha. I finally wore my black half-boots heels. I could hardly walk with it. OMG! I kept on holding my sister when I walked otherwise I might have fell down. It would be so embarrassing.
The time we reached CP, we went to the lowest floor to go eat. My sister wanted to eat in Solaria. Unfortunately, Solaria were closing by the time we stood up infront of it. Beside that, it was FULL! No place to walk, no air to breath, no seat to sit.
It was full every corner of the restaurant there. So then we decided to eat Burger King. I commanded my sister to stand in the queue, hehe. I said, "Please stand in the queue cause I can't walk with this heels. Sigh". It was a good thing that she didn't complain, kekeke.



After we had our dinner, we sat for awhile and breath in hahaha. We were full. Tummy was full~
Mins after, we went to the first floor, in the center part of Central Park. It was a park in the center (DUH??!). They provided a big Christmas tree. The lights over it was blue.
Our intention of going there isn't to see the Xmas tree but to photo shoot.

December 14, 2010

It was the day when me, Hesa, Nitha, Rayyan and Ndo hung out. It was our first time hanging together. Our first plan was to go eat pancake near Syahdan campus but then I thought it would be better if we eat pancake in Pancious, Taman Anggrek. On our way to TA, we changed the plan (again). I said, " I think, isn't it better if we go to Grand Indonesia? Since my bf wouldn't mind driving us there hehe". I am sorry honey :P
Aaaargh, before the planning on going to GI, we were actually waiting for Ndo near his place. It took 25+ mins. He said he went showering. But HELLO?? 25+ MINS?? Sigh!

Anyways, we had fun. My actual intention of the hang out is for Nitha. She just broke up with her bf. I wanted to make her forget him a moment. Having fun together, laughing and enjoying the day. That is my target.
Nitha thanked me and everyone on that day. She really had fun. We even played at Fun World. Hesa and Nitha played DDR (Dance Dance Revolution).
Girls, I think we should hang out together again someday or every weekend :P I enjoyed it. Also thanks to Rayyan who wanted to drive us around. :)

Hot and Fluffy Pancake

Pancake Lover

Choco Berry Pancake

At MyPancake in Grand Indonesia.
Hot and fluffy pancake is mine. The toppings are hot banana, chocolate ice cream, strawberries, cream, and Astor stick.
Pancake lover is Nitha's. The toppings are orange, cream, strawberry ice cream, strawberries.
Choco Berry Pancake is Nindo's. The toppings are chocolate ice cream and cream with strawberries cut into pieces around.

Joget Bali drink

This is my drink when I had dinner at Jimbaran Restaurant in Ancol. If you see inside it, there are kinds of fruits floating. The fruits are pineapple, melon, apple. The water is sweet. I think they mixed it with syrup.

In that restaurant, they serve Balinese foods. Eventually, the atmosphere is very supportive. It's located besides the beach. They have a small stage. That small stage is used to perform Balinese dances and to show Kecak.
Actually, you can't really find it easily because the place is at the very end and hid by the trees. Not so many people know the place so it isn't as crowded as other restaurant around there. If you like to chill and relax with no crowds, I think Jimbaran restaurant would be the best choice :)

Vanilla Shiratama


Crispy Apple Pie with vanilla ice cream


Mr. R would prefer to eat more of the sweets. He has a good taste of desserts :)
The above pictures are his choices.
Vanilla Shiratama is from Pasta De Waruku.
Crispy Apple Pie with Vanilla ice cream is from Blacksteer.

Sushi Boat

Sushi and Sashimi

From the pictures above, you can easily tell that they are sushi and sashimi. I've been eating those during most of my weekend with my R. It was during Ramadhan when we first ate sushi in Kiyadon, Grand Indonesia. He's fallen in love with the sushis there. He is even getting addicted to them. Almost every weekend that we've spent, he chose to have lunch or dinner in Kiyadon. He wanted only in Kiyadon he said.
I actually agree with his choice. Kiyadon is a nice sushi restaurant. It doesn't only serve sushi and sashimi but also Japanese noodles, steak, spaghetti, and pasta.
Lately, we have discovered a new Kiyadon in Central Park. You must be surprised when you visit there. The place is really huge and decorative. When you enter the place, you might feel like you are in another world :P
Anyways, my recommendation. You must visit Kiyadon though the price is a little upper than Sushi Tei. Oh yes, Sushi Tei is also nice. Try them both! :D

Apology to dad

Dear Daddy,

I am sorry for the words I've said to you via BBM at the night before you left Indonesia. I know I shouldn't have said it. I was in my emotion. My emotion is always unstable. I feel guilty now. I really feel miserable. As a child I shouldn't have thought that way. I must be your bad daughter. Though you can't hate me for what I've said to you but you must have felt hurt. I am very sorry! :(
I always hurt your feelings, I don't even know why. You can punish me... but please forgive me,my dear dad.