Friday, January 7, 2011

We just had a big fight. I don't know, it's our "how many times" fight. Aaaaargh, I always be the one who started as I am too selfish. I can't resist of my anger. He hung up the phone right after he grumbled "AAAAARRRGHHHH!". OMG!! I was over, too over maybe. I wasn't only angry but yelled at him. I shouldn't have done that, right?
He said he needed time to be alone. But I think all I wanted was that "why can't he tell me anything that's disturbing his mind?" I may be nothing but at least I want to try to comfort him. He's my boyfriend, and I am his girlfriend right? Is it wrong to share??

This evening after my class, I was planning to stop by to his place and give him a "bento" to eat as his lunch cause he hadn't taken any lunch, and also I wanted to comfort him or just give him a little hug. But guess what? He didn't even let me do that. I don't know why! Alright, maybe he needed time to be alone, just all by him self. Like he used to be when he was single?! I don't care if he yelled infront of me, let his anger out. I just wanted to be there by his side when he is in a bad condition. Why can't he let me? Is it so hard for him to show his anger to me? So that I know what's disturbing his mind?
I never understand what he is thinking. We never have the same way of thinking. Is it a good or a bad sign? We had have alot of misunderstanding because of this. Now tell me, how should we solve this?

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