In the rains

Okay, let's continue my love story hehe.

In the early morning of today, after my Fajr prayer, I had a thought of visiting him to his place before he leaves to airport. All I wanted to say is "I am really sorry for what I've said last night". It took me quite long time to think whether I should go or not. Uhm... After a while I had found the answer; Yes I should go and say sorry from my big heart. I don't care if he doesn't accept my apology.
I hurried up, took my cardigan and hijab. On my way to the front gate, I kept on thinking whether this is a good decision or not. "No no no, maybe I should go back to my room!". I stopped and turned back. And again, I stopped. I returned to the gate with the fast walking movement. I saw a Bluebird taxi in front of the gate. I walked towards that blue car taxi. I opened the door and asked the driver, "Excuse me, are you waiting for someone?". He replied, "Yes ma'am, I am waiting for a girl named Ophie". "I see, thanks".
Uhm... I walked away and stood near the gate. Maybe I should take an 'ojek'. Oh well, but I see none of it. "Alright, I don't mind taking bajaj or any taxis", I said silently. I saw a sign of taxi with the light on which means no passenger. I raised my hand half. But that taxi didn't stop. Aaaaargh... Alright, maybe I should go to ATM and take some money just in case.
By the time I reached the ATM, something came in my mind "Oh, why can't I ask the security to drop me there? Maybe he wants the offer".
Right after I took my money, I called the security and asked him if he can drop me to a place. He said he'll call his friend. So then I waited for his friend to come. I sat near the security post. My mind kept on asking myself "Is it really a good decision? Maybe I should just forget this and go back to my sleep". While I was waiting, I also kept an eye to the street if his car pass by so that I won't go there. I almost cried when another security (who I familiar with) asked me where I wanna go.
It was raining that time. That security asked me, "Is it really okay to go in the rains? Do you want to wear a raincoat?". I replied with soft voice, "It's okay sir, I am fine with the rains". Then he took his motorcycle. Yep, we went by motorcycle.

We finally reached his place. I quickly ran to his gate and trying to open the lock. It was actually locked. AAAAARRGH! Perhaps, I am not destined to meet him. I went back to the security and told him to leave but he suggested not to leave. He said, "You should wait. He'll come out soon. Look, his driver is here. He will come out soon!". "No sir, I better leave! I don't want to meet him. I know, I did a mistake last night". "Then, you should say sorry before he leaves."
(Oh my God! This is like a drama right?)
Anyways, I sat on the motorcycle jock. I waited. And again, I told him to take us back to BSquare. He said,"Are you sure? He's gonna leave for days and you won't be able to see him in DAYS". Sigh! Yes, maybe he's right. Not MAYBE. HE IS RIGHT!

In the middle of our conversation, he suddenly said, "Look he's there! He has came out. Just wait here, and talk to him properly later". Aaaww he was such a good man. Thank you so much for encouraging me, Sir.

R came out. He was really surprised to see me outside his place. He came to me and smiled. He said, "I am surprised to see you here". I said, "WHAT?? AAARGH GO AWAY!". I actually was embarrassed. I blushed. I'd never done that in my life; come to a guy in the early morning to say SORRY.
He told me to be in the car with him. Then the security man said, "You both better a have good talk".

I went inside his car. The driver asked where we want to go. He told him to drop me first to my apartment. In the car, it was awkward. We were like, ".......". Minutes later, he stared at me, held my hand and smiled. A few later, I said sorry in a lower voice. He replied with a big smile, "It's fine". It was when we were on the way back to BSquare.
When we reached, he walked me to the door and we hugged. I said, "Take care. I love you".
I went inside, the security woman whose name is Aysha saying to me, "Huh? What happened? Got caught of cheating?" HAHAHAHAHA NO! "No ma'am, nothing like that".

I returned to my bed safely hehehe. He texted me and saying, "Sayang, bobo lagi yah. Love you. Jgn nekat lagi yah kyk gitu *hug*".
Thanks honey, I love you :)

I know, the story sounds like a drama in a romance movie. Sigh. I promised won't do this thing again. Weird