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My lovely R and me

Adek Arik

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Central Park Night

December 24, 2010

I was real bored. I couldn't stand of staying in the room the whole day and doing nothing. So I pulled my little sister, Poppy, to go out. It was right 7 o'clock when we left BSquare. It took only few minutes to reach Central Park cause we live in the same zone.
It was my first time hanging in Jakarta with heels hahaha. I finally wore my black half-boots heels. I could hardly walk with it. OMG! I kept on holding my sister when I walked otherwise I might have fell down. It would be so embarrassing.
The time we reached CP, we went to the lowest floor to go eat. My sister wanted to eat in Solaria. Unfortunately, Solaria were closing by the time we stood up infront of it. Beside that, it was FULL! No place to walk, no air to breath, no seat to sit.
It was full every corner of the restaurant there. So then we decided to eat Burger King. I commanded my sister to stand in the queue, hehe. I said, "Please stand in the queue cause I can't walk with this heels. Sigh". It was a good thing that she didn't complain, kekeke.



After we had our dinner, we sat for awhile and breath in hahaha. We were full. Tummy was full~
Mins after, we went to the first floor, in the center part of Central Park. It was a park in the center (DUH??!). They provided a big Christmas tree. The lights over it was blue.
Our intention of going there isn't to see the Xmas tree but to photo shoot.

December 14, 2010

It was the day when me, Hesa, Nitha, Rayyan and Ndo hung out. It was our first time hanging together. Our first plan was to go eat pancake near Syahdan campus but then I thought it would be better if we eat pancake in Pancious, Taman Anggrek. On our way to TA, we changed the plan (again). I said, " I think, isn't it better if we go to Grand Indonesia? Since my bf wouldn't mind driving us there hehe". I am sorry honey :P
Aaaargh, before the planning on going to GI, we were actually waiting for Ndo near his place. It took 25+ mins. He said he went showering. But HELLO?? 25+ MINS?? Sigh!

Anyways, we had fun. My actual intention of the hang out is for Nitha. She just broke up with her bf. I wanted to make her forget him a moment. Having fun together, laughing and enjoying the day. That is my target.
Nitha thanked me and everyone on that day. She really had fun. We even played at Fun World. Hesa and Nitha played DDR (Dance Dance Revolution).
Girls, I think we should hang out together again someday or every weekend :P I enjoyed it. Also thanks to Rayyan who wanted to drive us around. :)

Hot and Fluffy Pancake

Pancake Lover

Choco Berry Pancake

At MyPancake in Grand Indonesia.
Hot and fluffy pancake is mine. The toppings are hot banana, chocolate ice cream, strawberries, cream, and Astor stick.
Pancake lover is Nitha's. The toppings are orange, cream, strawberry ice cream, strawberries.
Choco Berry Pancake is Nindo's. The toppings are chocolate ice cream and cream with strawberries cut into pieces around.

Joget Bali drink

This is my drink when I had dinner at Jimbaran Restaurant in Ancol. If you see inside it, there are kinds of fruits floating. The fruits are pineapple, melon, apple. The water is sweet. I think they mixed it with syrup.

In that restaurant, they serve Balinese foods. Eventually, the atmosphere is very supportive. It's located besides the beach. They have a small stage. That small stage is used to perform Balinese dances and to show Kecak.
Actually, you can't really find it easily because the place is at the very end and hid by the trees. Not so many people know the place so it isn't as crowded as other restaurant around there. If you like to chill and relax with no crowds, I think Jimbaran restaurant would be the best choice :)

Vanilla Shiratama


Crispy Apple Pie with vanilla ice cream


Mr. R would prefer to eat more of the sweets. He has a good taste of desserts :)
The above pictures are his choices.
Vanilla Shiratama is from Pasta De Waruku.
Crispy Apple Pie with Vanilla ice cream is from Blacksteer.

Sushi Boat

Sushi and Sashimi

From the pictures above, you can easily tell that they are sushi and sashimi. I've been eating those during most of my weekend with my R. It was during Ramadhan when we first ate sushi in Kiyadon, Grand Indonesia. He's fallen in love with the sushis there. He is even getting addicted to them. Almost every weekend that we've spent, he chose to have lunch or dinner in Kiyadon. He wanted only in Kiyadon he said.
I actually agree with his choice. Kiyadon is a nice sushi restaurant. It doesn't only serve sushi and sashimi but also Japanese noodles, steak, spaghetti, and pasta.
Lately, we have discovered a new Kiyadon in Central Park. You must be surprised when you visit there. The place is really huge and decorative. When you enter the place, you might feel like you are in another world :P
Anyways, my recommendation. You must visit Kiyadon though the price is a little upper than Sushi Tei. Oh yes, Sushi Tei is also nice. Try them both! :D

Apology to dad

Dear Daddy,

I am sorry for the words I've said to you via BBM at the night before you left Indonesia. I know I shouldn't have said it. I was in my emotion. My emotion is always unstable. I feel guilty now. I really feel miserable. As a child I shouldn't have thought that way. I must be your bad daughter. Though you can't hate me for what I've said to you but you must have felt hurt. I am very sorry! :(
I always hurt your feelings, I don't even know why. You can punish me... but please forgive me,my dear dad.

"I knew I won't be sleeping tonight".
So many things in my mind.
My dad phoned me when I tried to sleep. I held my tears and talked with him calmly. I said silently, "Don't cry! Be a grown up girl!". It felt like holding my breath for so long, my heart was pumping so fast. I exhaled my breath after we hung up the phone. Then I turned on the music on my playlist. The slow and ballad songs were playing, the old songs that I used to listen in Doha were repeating. Suddenly, it reminded me of the old days. My mind turned back and flashed-back to a place where I grew up. I took my laptop, the background showed the collage photos of my lovely family and friends.
Tic...tic..tic. My tears finally fell down. I just couldn't hold it anymore. I miss them. I miss laughing with them. I miss being mad at them. I miss being cheered on by them. I miss their jokes. I miss eating with them. I miss being broke with them. I miss hanging out with them. I miss everything.
I clicked on the picture folder. I chose to open the videos. I watched the videos one by one. I thought this would calm me a little but NO! It made me cry more and more.
Then I remembered Kuya Oba. He used to come to my place and brought me my favorite pizza ie Papa John's pizza. I would be happy and smile again. But now is left by memories. I am here in my room looking at the pictures and videos.
My heart couldn't stop my fingers of texting Kuya. I knew he would call by any minutes. He said, "What happened to you? You sound like you're not okay. Tell me. I am here for you, adik.". I just kept quiet. My lips couldn't say anything but my tears kept on falling from my eyes. He heard me cry. All I said was, "I miss you all. I miss everyone". I told him to come online to make it cheaper hehe. He knew something must be going on here. He wanted me to tell him but I didn't. There was nothing I could tell. My mind was blank. I thanked Kuya for being there for me just right when I needed someone to lay on.

Selfishness

Dear Mr. R,

I am so sorry.. I always hurt your feelings. Never tried to understand you, never tried to listen to your heart, never tried to care more about you. I always know that I am selfish but I never tried to change.
You are always be the one who tried to listen to me, who tried to change for me, who tried to give me everything.
I know my mistakes but I am helpless, I can't do anything right now. I don't even know why myself made you sad, mad and jealous all the time. You must be tired of me now but you hid it from me. You don't want me to know it cause you don't want to disappoint me.

I am sorry for being selfish to you :(
I am sorry to make you jealous all the time.
I am sorry... I am sorry.. I am sorry and I really am.