Selfishness

Dear Mr. R,

I am so sorry.. I always hurt your feelings. Never tried to understand you, never tried to listen to your heart, never tried to care more about you. I always know that I am selfish but I never tried to change.
You are always be the one who tried to listen to me, who tried to change for me, who tried to give me everything.
I know my mistakes but I am helpless, I can't do anything right now. I don't even know why myself made you sad, mad and jealous all the time. You must be tired of me now but you hid it from me. You don't want me to know it cause you don't want to disappoint me.

I am sorry for being selfish to you :(
I am sorry to make you jealous all the time.
I am sorry... I am sorry.. I am sorry and I really am.