Second Day

It's been 2 days that we stay away from each other - no talking, no texting, no meeting. My mind keeps saying,"is he really alright?". I mean, alright as in health. I am afraid that he might be in hospital right now. I don't exaggerate my thought of him sick and dying in the hospital. No. I am really worried. The previous fight which was about a year ago, he got stressed out then his illness "ulcer" occurred. I found it out the next day after he came out of the hospital. I felt really terrible for making him like that.
So now, my mind keeps telling me, "What if he is in the hospital right now?" but then later "No, maybe he is alright but he just doesn't want to answer my phone so he turned it off... or maybe... he is on a flight right now that's why he's phone is off???" OH MY GOD!! Yes, I feel so terrible. What should I do?? I don't know which mind is right; hospital, flight, sleeping?

PLEASE GOD HELP ME SOLVE OUR PROBLEMS.

Now I think about it. He's always like this every time we have a big fight. Well, I actually didn't count this as a big fight at first. Now by looking out the situation, it is a big fight. What the hell is wrong with him? What the hell is wrong with me I don't know what I shall do! Seriously, what should I do? I AM TOTALLY LOST!!!

Should I just leave him today, tomorrow and so on? Perhaps, HE DOES REALLY NEED TIME TO BE ALONE WITHOUT ME BRAGGING HIM!!