Aye Aye Captain

First of all I would say, "We all are proud of you, Rayyan! You have reached the Captain Level at your young age. Hope you can make use it in a good and better way so you can make a change for a better future of your company. Thank you so much for Lion&Wings Air on your support and trust on Andi Fathur Rayyan. "

5.00 AM Today was his first day flight as a Captain. He was so excited last night that he couldn't even sleep well. He got up early and left the place very early. He put his bars on his cloth and looking at them at mirror for many times. I just smiled by seeing him like that. "Maybe I would do the same if I were in the same position as him", I said silently. :)

4.15 PM He phoned me telling that he just landed Surabaya and on his way to the hotel. "It may take 45 minutes", he said. I asked him about how his first flight as a captain then he said, "The crew was well organized and good teamwork. Alhamdulillah the weather was not cloudy or rainy. Alhamdulillah for everything". So glad to hear all that. I've been worried waiting for his call these hours. Thank God he is fine :) Last but not least, Thank you so much for Allah who lead Rayyan's way. As for everyone ie include family and friends, thanks alot!!:D

During Examination Days

Having mid semester exams. Tomorrow is off for study. The day after is my CB Professional Development exam. I should have rest so that I can study tomorrow but this is what I've done for 2 hours late night in my room.

Birthday 2012

First Surprise by Ade and other classmates :*

Second Surprise by RG :*

Actually, I had 3rd surprise by HIMA but we didn't take pics of it :(

Move in Move out

Hey blog. It's been awhile. I've been busy moving out. Few months ago, I had lived in an apartment named Green Parkview Apartment which is located in Daan Mogot 14th KM. It was real far from my university, traffic area, polluted, and no internet. Every time I went to campus I had to leave the place 2 hours before class started. Even though Daan Mogot is in the same territory as my campus, ie West Jakarta, but still it took me 2 hours to travel. It was very tiring.
Well, the reason why I moved out from Binus Square to that place was because mom came to visit her lovely kids to Indonesia and needed a place to stay. So that's why we rented that place for 6 months. Beside that, grandma (oma) stayed with me and Poppy when mom back to Qatar. It was a short stay but it felt like years =__=

That's that.

I had to move out again. Yeah, move away from that place. Not because the facilities and the room services were bad. Those were alright. Only the distance that me and sis can't take it. Moreover, exams are just in few days. We just can't imagine studying without internet -__-" So I got an information about a guesthouse near Binus Square that is Kemanggisan 116. The place is close to Binus Square and located beside the road. Easy to get public transportation then.

Me and my sister have been cleaning up and organizing stuffs in our room for about 2-3 days. Today is the final. And so, I finally cleaned everything up. *Yaaay*

"SHY"

Got up at 9 when I actually slept at 4. I couldn't continue my sleep after Elsa's alarm rang. So I turned on my laptop and listening to songs which I downloaded yesterday. I don't know why it came to a song named "A Thousand Miles" by Vanessa. My heart pumped while listening. I remembered all the things with Rayyan, mom or family. It's kinda sad though, I mean, what's going on with Rayyan? Why didn't he want to meet my family? Uhmm he wanted it but in some occasion. BUT WHY WHY? I can't understand why. I asked him last night he said he didn't mean anything. He just wanted to be alone. Uhmm... nice reasone hahaha. Perhaps, he is SHY or nervous hahaha.

Talking about SHY, me and Rayyan went to Kemang last night. We ended up at this place called Papilion which Rayyan thought it was the same one as the one in Pacific Place. When we entered the building, he asked the worker there he said the restaurant is close but they have this fine dining place and lounge at the top. It's called SHY Rooftop.

SHY Rooftop is placed on the rooftop *duh*. It's in the 5th floor of Papilion place. It has live band. Everyday the band plays different music genre. For Saturday they play Pop Rock. I could say it's really classy. As it is classy, the price of the beverages are so expensive. We ordered 2 desserts, 3 mineral waters and 1 orange juice. It cost around Rp 400,000ish. Expensive huh? Weeewww.

Anyway, tomorrow Jayson is leaving Indonesia and back to Malaysia. So we will be hanging out for his last day here. We are meeting up in Plaza Senayan at 2 pm for lunch in Marche. For the night life, we will be going to Black Cat near by. Talking about Black Cat, just about two days ago Dicky Angelo told me that he performed there and treated his friends dinner. He said the place is good. The next day after he told me that, Jayson bbm-ed telling that he might be going to Black Cat but he cancelled it cause he was alone. So today is the day we might go there. Hope we are going to make it :)

He's Back

Rayyan's finally back to Jakarta. He'd been away for 4 days. I miss him so much :( I was really glad to see him. We went out for dinner last night. He picked me up by taxi. He didn't bring his car cause it was stuck between two cars in his parking's guest house. I don't mind he didn't drive a car as long as we can stay together and back to our normal "relationship life".
We had our dinner in Tiga Nyonya restaurant in Sarinah. It was our first time eating there. As expected, the prices are quite expensive for Indonesian's restaurant. The place is so traditional. They played the really old traditional songs. At first, I felt terrified cause it was kinda sound like those songs in Indonesian horror movies. Got goose bumps though. Then it was alright after the foods came. Well, many visitors were foreigners. Besides the place, the taste of the foods were delicious. Bet it was worth it.

After we finished up the foods, I told him that I wanted to buy red fried rice across the street in Kedai Pelangi. It serves Makassar foods. It is one of our favorite place to eat. The red fried rice is very famous. Anyways, I wanted that to bring it home for my sahur. Yes, I am still awake right now cause I forced myself not to sleep so that I can eat sahur. Otherwise I might not get up of my sleep.

The best part was that we walked from Kedai Pelangi to Starbucks. I ordered Frapuccino Java Chip to take home. Well, without even realizing it the drink was finished on our way home. We went back home by taxi which we got near McDonalds. Unfortunately, it took quite long to get one taxi. It was so unusual though. While waiting for the taxi, Rayyan said, "We never did this before, waiting for taxi and walked around the area. We were always driving around". Yeah he was right. I totally agreed to it. I was happy how we could do a very common stuff, I mean not too high class. I was so glad he actually wanted to do this. The moments that I've wanted so long :)

Thanks honey, it was great though. Please don't get sick. Rest well :*

Jayson's Second Visit

Jakarta, July 2012

Kuya Oba and Jayson First Visit

Jakarta, June 2012

Second Day

It's been 2 days that we stay away from each other - no talking, no texting, no meeting. My mind keeps saying,"is he really alright?". I mean, alright as in health. I am afraid that he might be in hospital right now. I don't exaggerate my thought of him sick and dying in the hospital. No. I am really worried. The previous fight which was about a year ago, he got stressed out then his illness "ulcer" occurred. I found it out the next day after he came out of the hospital. I felt really terrible for making him like that.
So now, my mind keeps telling me, "What if he is in the hospital right now?" but then later "No, maybe he is alright but he just doesn't want to answer my phone so he turned it off... or maybe... he is on a flight right now that's why he's phone is off???" OH MY GOD!! Yes, I feel so terrible. What should I do?? I don't know which mind is right; hospital, flight, sleeping?

PLEASE GOD HELP ME SOLVE OUR PROBLEMS.

Now I think about it. He's always like this every time we have a big fight. Well, I actually didn't count this as a big fight at first. Now by looking out the situation, it is a big fight. What the hell is wrong with him? What the hell is wrong with me I don't know what I shall do! Seriously, what should I do? I AM TOTALLY LOST!!!

Should I just leave him today, tomorrow and so on? Perhaps, HE DOES REALLY NEED TIME TO BE ALONE WITHOUT ME BRAGGING HIM!!

Past Sweet Things

I MISS THESE MOMENTS