Unprepared

I really really have no idea what to do for my own good. I don’t know where to go and what to do for my studies in future. Should I stay here in Doha or Indonesia???

I hate to choose.

I wanna take ITB because it’s a good opportunity that the admission exam is held in Doha. But I feel like I am not prepared for everything! WHY WHY WHY?? There are so many thoughts right now. I keep on wondering “what if this… what if that.. what if….” but I haven’t done anything at all! Can you imagine that? What’s gone wrong with my brain? I’m taking things slightly!! I can’t do anything right. I am such a useless person.

CCHA:
>Ichay! Don’t be confused please.. Allah will always show you the way if you pray istikharah and have faiths. All you have to do right now is to DO YOUR BEST, and let God do the rest.. I know it’s easy for me to say, but it’s true.. Take me as an example ;P remember how confused I was when I applied to more than 10 different universities? And remember the time when some of them gave me a reply at the same time and I had to choose? All I did that time was praying.. you know what, I’ll call you now <3 :)

ps. you are not useless at all! <3

Di atas adalah message dari Umaira Nisa aka Ccha yg sedikit membantu gw. Makasih Ccha <3 <3 <3
Gw ga tau deh gw jadi apa kalo ga ada lo saat ini. Gw pgn lo bantu gw sobat :(
Love you