Ka Atika's Wedding

Just when I am on my way to go onto a step a head on my love level. But why is there any distraction? Is it so hard to keep faith?
My bf has become that boom jealousy. I don't know. It's like he is not a person that I've known. Or maybe I never knew him of that side. But it's alright. He's been patient all this time - keeping all all the anger and jealousy inside. I think it is now time for him to take action and let out his anger.

Moreover, I don't mind he's being like that. Let this life go on as long as it doesn't change me much but I wanna live a normal life, seriously. I mean... life that doesn't destroy my everything.
Live life that is according to my plans - go to university, study hard for 4 years, graduate with high scores, get a job in a Bank, marry to a man I love, live in a happy family. Beside that, of course I don't forget of my family and best friends. I want to carry my life with them. :D
See, now I am in the first step of my plan - go to university. There's still a long way to go, you know. So, why don't we go through all the steps slowly?
We love each other, but patient please?

Life is sure like a Puzzle

There's this weirdness.
I had a dream this morning after my Fajr prayer. In my dream, Bang Dicky was there. He and his friend came to me after he got tattooed on his back with words like a long letter. The tattoo is as long as half of his back. Also, in my dream he was sad and even cried when he showed me his tattoo.

I told him about my dream just now on BBM. He said, "How could you know that? That is my plan when my grandma die. But no body knows it! HOW?".
Well, it's even weird for me as that dream came. I even questioned myself why he came to my dream?
It's weird how his plan came to my dream?!!
I am getting scared and... I got goose-bumped now! :S
Hope what I saw in my dream won't come true...

Romantic Dinner Huh??

Just when me and R on the way to Ancol to have our dinner in its seaside by last Wednesday night, I told him that he is not such a romantic guy. Then he replied,"Hahaha yes I am not a romantic guy but if you want a candle light dinner... Uhm... All this time we go dinner at good places, so that's romantic right?". "Ahhh honey!! It's usual for a couple to eat dinner in any restaurants. But what I meant was a proper dinner with a formal dress hehehe". He said, "Well, we can make that happen now. Just change our dress then go dinner hehe". Aaaaahhh it's hard to make him understand =.=
But that's fine. I don't expect much from him.

Today, tonight... or just now.. on the phone he suddenly mentioned about a romantic dinner. He said he's been thinking about it all day during his flights. He wanted to be a surprise for me hehehe. Well, before that he actually asked me where should be the good place for a romantic dinner but all I know is in hotel. I said, "I don't want to be that expensive.Let's just forget about a romantic dinner. You better save up!".

I miss him so much :(
Every time we talk on the phone in hours, we never get enough.
I think I really fall for him hahaha. "I hate you, honey!"
I am used of his jokes now though they are LAME. HAHAHAHA PEACE!

I know he might be reading my blog and when he likes it he reads it MANY TIMES. Hahaha. Such a kid -__-

Anyways, bye!
Wish me luck on my finals.

20th January 2011

Happy family Perhaps?

Someone was jealous when 'Andra' hugged me so tight. *glance at Rayyan*
Andra or Andha is the name of the monkey. He is a baby monkey.
Awww... I wanna hug him agaiiiiin

The Safari Trip

My bf, R, took this picture using my camera. Well, he is not used of using my camera so he didn't know the focus as the result the picture is not focused on me. But I like it hehe :)

Now I want to show you my room. I remembered of Ccha that she once told me she wanted to see my room through webcam. Because of our clashed time, busy of assignments and other stuffs so we haven't let that to happen. So, I had this idea of taking pictures of my room (though it's not a whole room, just the half of it). But you can see how purple it is :P

Yes, Sabiqah saw this pair of shoes of mine which I wore in my primary picture on my facebook. She said she likes my oxford heels :D
I actually got this last winter, which was the beginning of 2010 or maybe sometime around December 2009 hehehe.
I never wore it before *pat pat* I just fell in love with shoes but I had this not-confident-feelings to wear it.
Oh yeees! I have another oxford shoes which is not with high heels :D


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One day, me and R went shopping to Senayan City. Sales discount were every where. Every shop in Senayan City. Uhm... Our first intention on going there was to buy for R's niece and nephew shirts. But the one who got excited of the sale discount was ME! I know =.= He was like, "uhm... we're here for?? but it's okay if you wanna go shopping. But I need to buy something for my nephew and niece first". Okay I got! Sigh. That was also the day when my mood turned down due to PMS. I was mad at him cause I thought he didn't want to go shopping with me but acutally I promised him just to accompany him to shop. I even mentioned that I'd better go shopping with my friends and Ndo & Ganta. He was so pissed to hear what I'd said. He then said, "Okay! I think I am of no use here. If you wanna go shopping with your friends go ahead! I think you enjoy shopping with them huh?". OMG! I quieten down.

It was in TOP SHOP that time. I grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the shop. Then we stopped. He said, "I am tired of us like this. PLEASE STOP MENTIONING YOUR FRIENDS! If you wanna go shopping, let's shop. Anyways, let's check out ZARA".

On our way to ZARA, he asked me, "Are you not in the mood because of you white cardigan got stained by the laundry lady? aaargh! Let's buy the new one honey. Don't worry". He smiled at me. "Well honey, it's not because of that. It just that I hate it when my stuff got destroyed by someone else". "I can understand that but let's forget it. We can buy the new one right? I am sure ZARA has many cardigans".
When we reached at ZARA, we did find varies of cardigan but the price is too expensive just for a simple cardigan."No way, there's no way I buy cardigan here. It's too simple and COSTLY", I told him. He agreed with me.
We took a look around but nothing caught my eyes. My mood turned down again. My bf knew I was upset. I told him that we should go back to TOPSHOP no matter what. He kinda felt annoyed by the way of my manner of talking. He said, "Let's go somewhere else. Other shops perhaps?". I agreed. But again, nothing caught my eyes.
We then decided to go back to TOPSHOP. It was actually our third time going there on that DAY! HAHAHA. The workers must be annoyed looking at us. SORRY MAN, this I'll buy one at least hehe.
So yeah, I got a blouse.